Another Love Letter for Amber

Dear Amber,
     I just want to say "I love you"  I also want to tell you how much I appreciate your help during the last few weeks with Grandpa. I know he loved having you close. He loved spending time with his family especially his grandchildren. He loved you so much because you were his only granddaughter. I think he loved dancing with you at your wedding, I am glad that he was able to do that for you. I am so glad that you have that memory. I know the older you get the more precious that will be. I want to make some love letters to you from me so you will be able to read how much I love you. I am putting this in a digital format so you won't have all the clutter of a bunch of paper. I will make a few handwritten letters too but only a few. I would like to make a scrapbook for you three kids. Actually I want make one for each of you. I don't know how soon I will get it done. I want to get to work on it soon b/c you never know when something may happen to me. I want to be around with you children for a long time but we never know.
     I also want to assure you children that I have accepted Jesus Christ as my personal savior. I was a little girl attending Trinity. Marilyn Wolfe was my Sunday school teacher. Her daughter Cheryl went to some place as a missionary with several teens. When she came back Marilyn had her class to her house for a Bible study. I remember Cheryl inviting us to ask Jesus into our hearts to save us from Hell. I remember that I was afraid I would die before I could ask Jesus to save me.(I remember that instant I knew I was LOST) I asked Jesus to be my savior and save me from hell. I know I have not been the best example for you. I sure wish I would have done a better job. I would love to see all my children attending church regularly and being a good servant for Christ. That is my prayer for all of you that you serve God.

Letters From Mother with Love

Aaron, Amber & Jordan, This is for you to look back on and have written words from me to express how I feel. I love you all so very much. I wish I had something of my mother's written to me saying she loved me! This is digital letters to you, I plan on writing hand written ones as well that you will be able to hold and see my penmanship. I want to make videos for you to have as well.  I know that is what is getting me through this grief in the loss of my daddy.  It has only been six weeks and I am not doing too well, so this is to help me get through this time and help you when the time comes for you to go through it.

I love you Aaron, You were my first child. I almost lost you right after you arrived. God was good and decided to let you stay with me. To allow me to raise you. To teach you to be a fine young man. You are doing a wonderful job and I know I am very proud of all you have accomplished.

To Amber, I love you so much. You are my "little" girl you are my only girl. You have blossomed into a beautiful young woman. I love you to the moon and back!  I am very proud of you as well, you have graduated high school as well as trade school to learn to cut/style and color hair. I am so happy you are doing what you love. They say get paid for doing what you love & you will never work another day in your life.

Finally to my Jordan, wow we have had some good times and some bad, even some really rocky but I LOVE YOU! I wish I could take this hurt from you. (but to do that I would have to take all the precious memories that you have) with that said, keep your memories & struggle through this difficult time knowing how much I love you


I will post this now as a beginning and I will work on the format later. I think most of these letters will be to you individually, at least that is what I'm thinking. I want you to have this record of my thoughts each day, as well as things I want to say to each of you! I really want several hard copy letters & cards for you as well, but I know that would be a lot of extra clutter so not sure ???? I LOVE YOU ALL!
Love, MOM

 

Here is the first video "I love you"