Another Love Letter for Jordan

Dear Jordan,

    I love you so much. I also want to tell you I am so proud of you. Thank-you so much for all your help with grandpa. You made your grandpa proud. I know it was hard and it has been very hard for us since grandpa is gone but we have a lot of memories of us playing and laughing. So many memories of grandpa of getting us killed in wow. Memories of him driving off of the cliffs and getting us killed. We all laughed so hard some times. He loved it when we all played wow together. I hate it that we didn't make it to Las Vegas  but  you and I will go and meet chill. We will do it in memory of grandpa. He will be right there with us in spirit. I know grandpa is looking down and he sees how good you are doing at keeping the vehicles going and the work you are doing around the house too.
     I know we have had our good times and bad but I want you to know how proud I am of you.  You are my hard little worker that used to work so hard outside with his pa. You wanted to be out working the minute you got up. You loved trimming trees, cutting grass and making the yard look nice. I am so happy with all the things you are doing to help. I know I could not do it without you.  I love you so much!

Letters From Mother with Love

Aaron, Amber & Jordan, This is for you to look back on and have written words from me to express how I feel. I love you all so very much. I wish I had something of my mother's written to me saying she loved me! This is digital letters to you, I plan on writing hand written ones as well that you will be able to hold and see my penmanship. I want to make videos for you to have as well.  I know that is what is getting me through this grief in the loss of my daddy.  It has only been six weeks and I am not doing too well, so this is to help me get through this time and help you when the time comes for you to go through it.

I love you Aaron, You were my first child. I almost lost you right after you arrived. God was good and decided to let you stay with me. To allow me to raise you. To teach you to be a fine young man. You are doing a wonderful job and I know I am very proud of all you have accomplished.

To Amber, I love you so much. You are my "little" girl you are my only girl. You have blossomed into a beautiful young woman. I love you to the moon and back!  I am very proud of you as well, you have graduated high school as well as trade school to learn to cut/style and color hair. I am so happy you are doing what you love. They say get paid for doing what you love & you will never work another day in your life.

Finally to my Jordan, wow we have had some good times and some bad, even some really rocky but I LOVE YOU! I wish I could take this hurt from you. (but to do that I would have to take all the precious memories that you have) with that said, keep your memories & struggle through this difficult time knowing how much I love you


I will post this now as a beginning and I will work on the format later. I think most of these letters will be to you individually, at least that is what I'm thinking. I want you to have this record of my thoughts each day, as well as things I want to say to each of you! I really want several hard copy letters & cards for you as well, but I know that would be a lot of extra clutter so not sure ???? I LOVE YOU ALL!
Love, MOM

 

Here is the first video "I love you"